I don't want to live like this
Fighting every day
And aching every night
I don't want to keep pretending
Telling you that I love you
When I really despise you
I don't want to keep getting hurt
You always blame me
It's always my fault
I don't want them to believe you
But they all think the lies are true
And I'm always the bad guy
I want to live in a world
Where rivers are made of chocolate,
And candy grows on trees.
I want to live in a world
Where everything is edible,
And Oompa Loompas run free.
I want to live in a world
Made of happiness and sugar,
And where all the mean kids disapear.
I will never hide my scars.
I will wear short-sleeved shirts
And shorts that show my thighs,
Just so you can see the bruises,
Just so you can pity me.
I want you to see
All of the cuts, the bruises, the scars.
I want you to feel bad for me.
I want you to see all of my pain.
Maybe now you'll believe me
When I tell you all the things
I've hidden for so long.
Maybe you'll care.
I don't want to live like this
Fighting every day
And aching every night
I don't want to keep pretending
Telling you that I love you
When I really despise you
I don't want to keep getting hurt
You always blame me
It's always my fault
I don't want them to believe you
But they all think the lies are true
And I'm always the bad guy
I want to live in a world
Where rivers are made of chocolate,
And candy grows on trees.
I want to live in a world
Where everything is edible,
And Oompa Loompas run free.
I want to live in a world
Made of happiness and sugar,
And where all the mean kids disapear.
Your smile is like a dream,
Almost unreal in its beauty.
I feel like I'm falling,
or maybe being caught,
every single time your lips curve.
You look away from me,
and I feel like I lost it for just a second...
then you look back and its still there.
What is it?
That beautiful look in your eyes,
the small sparkle that is always followed by a small giggle.
Small and cute.
That moment you give me is what guys act out for,
we crave it to the fullest extent.
Pain,
humility,
lack of sleep,
lack of nutrient,
we'd accept them all with open arms,
just for that tiny moment.
The moment you look at us,
smile,
look away,
look back a
Staring out of the window only seeing sorrow,
In her very early tomorrow,
Walking through the world, cold and grey,
Waiting for it to end every day.
Staring into the black sky hoping to find a star,
To help me sail my fears and misery very far,
Wanting there to be a little bit of hope,
Or at least make her life easier to cope.
Love concurs all, well so they say,
It's not like it will keep her fears at bay,
Staring at the ceiling night after night,
Wanting to block out the horrible sight.
She dreams that she is normal with no faults,
Never being involved in any assaults,
Not once being teased about how she looks,
That sounds b
She is gone,
Learn to live with that,
I know you're broken hearted,
But you can't keep leaving this way,
I miss the smile you use to have,
Now you want to belong,
And I even caught you crying,
Which isn't shameful,
But please cheer up,
Just a little,
Face the fact,
She is gone,
And never coming back,
I'm here now,
I want to see you live,
And be happy once again.
No fairytale prince
Nor damsel in distress
Just a lonely soul
Caught up in this mess
With longing thoughts
And stolen glances
Wishful dreams
And faded chances
To be swept up
By love's advances
Upon wings boasting
The cure for sadness
Butterflies today
Forgo their dances
Patiently waiting
For true romances.
Just as dead and not alive
You stare into the devils eyes
Holding hands and holding blades
You'll hold on tight to hold on safe
Never leaving but not here
You're simply staring out of fear
Skin and bones and bones and skin
You'll make it through but never win
It's a glistening blade
In the summers own sun
Another deeply dug grave
Another soul on the run
It's a war of the world
In the blistering heat
Another bomb bought or sold
Another dictator beat
It's a bullet of sand
In the light of the day
Another reaching out hand
Another one less to save
It's a diamond of blood
In the dirt of the street
Another planned secret flood
Another soul falling weak
It's a world giving up
In the face of the news
Another half empty cup
Another half empty pew