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I don't want to live like this Fighting every day And aching every night I don't want to keep pretending Telling you that I love you When I really despise you I don't want to keep getting hurt You always blame me It's always my fault I don't want them to believe you But they all think the lies are true And I'm always the bad guy

I want to live in a world Where rivers are made of chocolate, And candy grows on trees. I want to live in a world Where everything is edible, And Oompa Loompas run free. I want to live in a world Made of happiness and sugar, And where all the mean kids disapear.

Staring out of the window only seeing sorrow, In her very early tomorrow, Walking through the world, cold and grey, Waiting for it to end every day. Staring into the black sky hoping to find a star, To help me sail my fears and misery very far, Wanting there to be a little bit of hope, Or at least make her life easier to cope. Love concurs all, well so they say,  It's not like it will keep her fears at bay, Staring at the ceiling night after night, Wanting to block out the horrible sight. She dreams that she is normal with no faults, Never being involved in any assaults, Not once being teased about how she looks, That sounds b

She is gone, Learn to live with that, I know you're broken hearted, But you can't keep leaving this way, I miss the smile you use to have, Now you want to belong, And I even caught you crying, Which isn't shameful, But please cheer up, Just a little, Face the fact, She is gone, And never coming back, I'm here now, I want to see you live, And be happy once again.

where I can scream where I can cry where I can curl up in a ball and whine where I can break where I can rip out my heart where my emotions will stop

No fairytale prince Nor damsel in distress Just a lonely soul Caught up in this mess With longing thoughts And stolen glances Wishful dreams And faded chances To be swept up By love's advances Upon wings boasting The cure for sadness Butterflies today Forgo their dances Patiently waiting For true romances.

Just as dead and not alive You stare into the devils eyes Holding hands and holding blades You'll hold on tight to hold on safe Never leaving but not here You're simply staring out of fear Skin and bones and bones and skin You'll make it through but never win

It's a glistening blade In the summers own sun Another deeply dug grave Another soul on the run It's a war of the world In the blistering heat Another bomb bought or sold Another dictator beat It's a bullet of sand In the light of the day Another reaching out hand Another one less to save It's a diamond of blood In the dirt of the street Another planned secret flood Another soul falling weak It's a world giving up In the face of the news Another half empty cup Another half empty pew